Thursday, January 12, 2017

Forget the past and start create new memories!

First of all, i would like to thanks the people that had appeared for temporary in my past days. My first love who had turned into my ex and my friends who had turned into strangers. I do really appreciate them because i had learned a lot of lessons in 2016. Without them, i think i will not be like who i am today. Yes, eventhough its hard but all the pains had taught me how to survive in this cruel life. I believe Allah has the best plans for me and He knows the best. He will not give a test to His people that cannot bear with the pain. So, i always de-stressed myself by eating and karaoke-ing all time, and sometimes i ate spicy food like Ramen. By the way, i suffered my first ever broke up and you can said that i just found my first love in my 18 yrs old. Kinda funny and pity right? 😂 And i tend to get somekind of anxiety when i bumped into guys, i am scared and get traumatized of the pain that i got after a broke up. I didn't get how a girl can have so many ex's, like how do they move on, how they throw their feelings toward their ex's away, how they manage their sadness, and so on. So, 2016 was the year where i got to experience my first love and my first ever broke up. The pain was unbearable but it quite made me strong enough to face this upcoming challenging world though. I still have a long way to go. And still have a lot people to meet to.
So, let us start the new year with the new vibes. Forget all the negatives, and keep all the positives! ⭐